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Reflections
I am
I am the cursed inside and death that died
i survived the wickedness of the night
Blaming me for the faint of the light
my soul had died, my soul has gone
gazing at the mirrors of time
Reflections altered wide
around my neck are tied in tight
Like an ancient curse That I couldn’t fight
Reflections of suffering
Reflections of sacrificing
Reflections of shuttering
Reflections of the dying
I couldn’t find the light in seven dark days
I know that there are seven unique ways
Each day has it is own way
But the seven keys can’t say
The truth that sealed in fucking astray
I Lost my way, reflections of the damned
I lost my mind, reflections of the mad
They say, time heals
They say, time feels
I say, fuck you all
I say, creatures of the dying souls
There are reasons why the world is in decay
Wicked souls reflecting their darkness on me
These reflections are so red like the blood
Destroying my spirit in life and death
This is my journey towards my ending
Living a life of the dying, telling the story of reflections
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Absentation - Betrayal
04:29
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Betrayal
Stabbing my back with your knife
You stole my soul, killing me from my behind
Like a snake you bite, as the damage isn’t enough
Wicked tongues, wicked souls, invoking evil with filthy words
Presenting themselves as the righteous and more
With their evil they will fall
Reaping my core
Raping my soul
The evil has been told
The devil is you
No principles, no morals
No honor, filthy mortals
Let me be
Let me free
Isolated in the degree
Give me the keys to feel Again
To be me
Let be me
Let me see
Destroyed my heart indeed
Darkness has its way to fucking deadly spread
Scums of life betray and hide
Scums of earth spread this evil wide
Wicked minds, weak minds
It is a virus in their cursed blood
Revenge will be there
The end will be near
Revenge will be there
The end will be near
Stabbing my back with your knife
You stole my soul, killing me from my behind
Like a snake you bite, as the damage isn’t enough
Wicked tongues, wicked souls, invoking evil with filthy words
Presenting themselves as the righteous and more
With their evil they will fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
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Deprivation
It is a matter of time until no one left
This is the real fucking life at its best
No one cares until you die
No one dares to hold their heads high
This life is a curse, this life is dead, this life is shit
No light at sight to hope for, just darkness thriving more
Thriving more
Mental war
Thriving more
Mental war
I don’t want to leave me, I bow to no one on my knees.
The battle in my mind is real, protecting my inner core so I can feel.
Why this is happening to me? as I am cursed since the dawn
Why always darkness arounds me? in a form of a man that gone
Emotions is the sacred lust
As demons waiting to dwell
Leaving me paralyzed in madness, sadness,sickness and hate
I am not me
I think it is a warning
Don’t leave me
I am burning
Baptized in darkness
Baptized in loneliness
As the stars weeping and fall
Nothing left in me but walls
It is a matter of time until no one left
This is the real fucking life at its best
No one cares until you die
No one dares to hold their heads high
This life is a curse, this life is dead, this life is shit
No light at sight to hope for, just darkness thriving more
Thriving more
Mental war
Thriving more
Mental war
I don’t want to leave me, I bow to no one on my knees.
The battle in my mind is real, protecting my inner core so I can feel.
Why this is happening to me? as I am cursed since the dawn
Why always darkness arounds me? in a form of a man that gone
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Absentation - Abandonity
05:53
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Abandonity
In isolation I survive
When no one is ready to die
Only the stars are deprived
Looking at me to revive
Dead inside
No hope, I've tried
Tears confide
Loneliness is designed
Sickness abide
Shattered emotions to divide
Ready to die
No one left but the eyes
Eyes
I see no humans around me
Only beasts staring at me
Laughing at my soul when it is dying
Life no more
Death is the door
Life no more
Death is the door
A wonder to explore
I don’t want this pathetic life any more
This pain I can’t ignore nor restore
It is a fucking war
I need no one from this world
As I witnessed the atrocities of gods and lords
No time left for my mind to return
Unplug the dead
Unplug the dead of me
Unplug the dead today
I see no humans around me
Only beasts staring at me
Laughing at my soul when it is dying
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Absentation - Lucid Eyes
03:58
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Lucid Eyes
Lucid eyes surrounding me with lights
Shining in the dark protecting me in the nights
Keep telling me to initiate the black rites
To invoke the forces of stars, demons and knights
Living in the sky, this meant to be
The earth is dying upon me
I am suffocating, can’t you see?
Lucid eyes, invading the skies
It is time to arise
Lucid eyes, the cure of the wise
The end of the time
Lucid eyes
Inside my mind
Spreading the philosophy
Feeding the curiosity
To destroy the psychology
This is real equality
Mankind is sick comedy
Dividing us as colonies
Don’t hide, can’t hide
Behind dark ideologies
Oooh dear life, can’t you be fair to me
I was pure from inside
Oooh dear life, can’t you smile at me
Letting evil spreading wide
No justice can be found, no help I am drowned
Lords and kings have been crowned
To make this word without sound
Lucid eyes surrounding me with lights
Shining in the dark protecting me in the nights
Keep telling me to initiate the black rites
To invoke the forces of stars, demons and knights
Living in the sky, this meant to be
The earth is dying upon me
I am suffocating, can’t you see?
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666 Multidimensional
Evil is a deadly weapon
Cursing the dead and the living
Creeps in me, weeping for me
A symbol of the star engraved
Listen to me and the dead
A mysterious minds to sake
Lifting the burdens of hate
666 I see
The key to be the astral free
In solitude baptized in degree
Set me free
666 I hear
Voices from the shadows to bear
To do, to dare
Enter fear
Losing my self
Darkness, madness, sadness
Losing my self
Blackness, grimness, emptiness
Losing my self
Unleash the dead
Losing my self
Reveal the hate
I’ve heard your voice
From the other side calling me
You are my only friend
Taking my life to set me free
Set me free
Let me be
Set me free
Let me be
No more for tears
Evil is a deadly weapon
Cursing the dead and the living
Creeps in me, weeping for me
A symbol of the star engraved
Listen to me and the dead
A mysterious minds to sake
Lifting the burdens of hate
666 I see
The key to be the astral free
In solitude baptized in degree
Set me free
666 I hear
Voices from the shadows to bear
To do, to dare
Enter light
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Unearthly Design
No humans left upon this earth
A pathetic form of deadly birth
Unearthly design is a curse
Wicked Creatures, must reverse
Becoming like them is fucking hell
Shadows inside me are ready to dwell
The fire is burning like a spell
A spell of emptiness and death
I am alone in this room
Facing shadows, facing doom
Death is the only answer
Before I become the hunter
Purity, obscurity, serenity
No hope left for divinity
Unearthly design of me
I blame it on society
Why, why you left me there?
To live like shadows in despair?
Why, why you killed me there?
To die alone, to die in disdain
My mind, my eyes
Can’t see the followed blinds
I died, can’t hide
To prepare my soul for the great light
No humans left upon this earth
A pathetic form of deadly birth
Unearthly design is a curse
Wicked Creatures, must reverse
Becoming like them is fucking hell
Shadows inside me are ready to dwell
The fire is burning like a spell
A spell of emptiness and death
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Bliss my Suicide
It is time to leave this wicked world
Nothing left nothing to hold
I’ve done my share, I’ve done it all
Life deserve no more
No light I see in the horizon
Just the light of death uprising
Whispering my ears
Escaping the fear
My soul is rotting from side to side
My eyes are hazing like the death has died
My heart is beating slowly like the holy
Put an end to this misery right now
Bliss my suicide
Bliss my suicide
Bliss my suicide
Bliss my
suicide
I feel numb, I feel nothing
The angel of death is coming
Singing the song of the dying
Inviting me to the new world
The rob around my nick is tied
Hold it with my heart in tight
While darkness is fading, seeking fucking light
Voices are chanting my name
Welcoming me from the other side
I am the chosen one, I am the fainting sun
My breath is taken
My eyes are shaken
I’ll leave with my head’s high
This is my elevation
The rob around my nick is tied
Hold it with my heart in tight
While darkness is fading, seeking fucking light
Open the gates of dignity
Open the gates of serenity
Open the gates of liberty
Escaping this misery
My life's ended here
I am in the stratosphere
Feeling the peace is near
It was a curse my dear
Nothing will change out there
Eating each other is their affair
Societies of shame, drowning in tears
Living always in fear
Bliss my suicide
Bliss my suicide
Bliss my suicide
Bliss my
suicide
I feel numb, I feel nothing
The angel of death is coming
Singing the song of the dying
Inviting me to the new world
The rob around my nick is tied
Hold it with my heart in tight
While darkness is fading, seeking fucking light
Voices are chanting my name
Welcoming me from the other side
I am the chosen one, I am the fainting sun
My breath is taken
My eyes are shaken
I’ll leave with my head’s high
This is my elevation
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ABSENTATION Germany
Absentation formed in 2003
Salah Alghalayeeni : guitars+vocals
Marco Pitruzzella:Drums
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